when she didn't know what to do, she open the fridge and get one of her dad's beer to drink.

thinking that beer could stop her from thinking.

she felt that she was the loser of the day for not doing a proper job.

she was damn unlucky in the morning whereby the damn machine sort of "eat up" her atm card.

she felt so terrible when the incident happened. she know its her fault but she just can't control it.

she couldn't control her emotions and let her tears flow down in front of someone who she always crap&laugh with.

she dragged her heavy feet back to work.

she just can't forget about the incident.

she don't feel like working anymore.

shedon't feel good at all.

she felt so disappointed in herself at work for the very first time.

a better start of june (:
1st june 2008. meet up with shijia dearie. the main thing for the day was donut; double chocolate. (: walk around and had dinner at msq. after buying donuts, we walked over to bugis to wait for her boyfriend aka my best colleague; pang. little catch up with shijia. the feeling was great. i miss seeing her 4 out of 7 days. joey came to fetch us and after that was mahjong.

2ndjune 2008.
back to work; half morning. cady came to ps and wait for me before they release me. went to cine to sing kbox. kbox session was good. (: sing along with me! LOL. left at 7plus, went to centre point to find shidah and came back to hougang. dinner was great and i end off the night with mahjong once again.

3rdjune2008
time to have more sleep. slacking day and its back to work once again.
i feel good. (: (: (: